Life isn’t easy for some of us, but is not that bad either for most of us. Lately, I’ve been struggling with work at office. Not the first time to experience it tough, everybody does have time to question their being and whether they’re unsure of doing things for a long time. Or maybe just questioned what exact changes or impact you have created to this great great world. For me, it usually cured up by taking short vacation. HongKong, Tokyo, mostly Singapore, or like last month, to this place.
Sure, sometimes I still stare blankly on the ceiling and said to myself, I should just buy that ticket to Milan and leave all of these. But I guess, when you get older, you get list of responsibilities and getting afraid of a lot of things. I think I have told you million times about that, so I just leave it to there. You probably knew all that feeling already. Doubt and what-if are normal for the late 20s. Suddenly I realized, I just forget how to be young. I’m 27 and considering I will always be younger than a lot of people, I’ve been thinking a lot lately. John Mellencamp once said to Jack & Dianne,
“Hold on to 16 as long as you can.”
Maybe for me, it’s 16 and 11 years later, but I just want to cherish every moment. The point is to hold on to your youth and celebrate it. If you’re not considering you’re young, well let me tell you this, you are :)
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Beside all of it, I’ve finally found something that cheer me up lately. You know, last time I wrote a post about a lot of friend who’s getting a broken heart. Well, one of them isn’t anymore (or two?). At first, I’m really not into matchmaking, because I think it’s lame and terrible. But you know that happiness is contagious and just seeing people /that happy/, I suddenly remember what is all my life about. Seeing people happy, giving happiness, being happy and that’s just what I need right now. Remembering those feeling about giving, it’s really a great feeling. I just want to do more and more of it. Whether it’s a box of chocolate, a pair of shoes, or even in the form of introducing someone to certain someone, I always hope it ends up the same. Happiness.
Have a nice Saturday night, lovebirds :3