I’m a huge mess, drowning in rose-colored lake.
Searching for meaning.
I thought I’d found one, like everybody else.
In somewhat of an enlightenment and revelation.
Turns out, I’m the firecracker.
Ready to crack, burning in a circle.
I’m a loose cannon.
Causing havoc everywhere I go.
But I dreamt of sunrays and became one.
Giving warmth until I run out of it.
Can I still do that?
Would I believe it?