//October 27, 2010//
I’ve been throwing chances and God knows maybe I’ll be regret later. But if I have to pick one thing that I’ve been learning for all my 23 years of living, it is a lesson about never regretting a single thing about your own choices. So as today, I place my own bet.
//October 26, 2010//
The truth is, I had another crush (other than Sofia Coppola and Hayley Williams). Dianna Agron is super charming. She is a head cheerleader, she’s so damn freaking smart, she plays with plastic camera, she loves Alice, and she wants to be called Charlie. How cool is that. And yeah, those eyes, those eyes… :)
//October 25, 2010//
People have limits, I see one today. Anger, once again, is a strong word. I’ve been past that kind of word since sometimes ago and I’m glad I’m over it. I don’t want to be judgmental and skeptical again. It’s true that world doesn’t seem that kind of bright but it doesn’t look that dark also. Happiness doesn’t come in one package, maybe you get it one by one in a small bucket. People tend to describe happiness by something you got from people, or something you achieve. But for me, happiness is simply something I have. I’m happy when I got a glass of water after a long march. I’m happy when people print out my photos with an ugly face. I’m happy when I got to greet some unknown children in the street. I’m happy when I see myself in the mirror and find my huge healthy cheek. Maybe it is easy to be happy with people in your sides, but the truth is, it is easier to be happy with yourself. It is simply because you are the one who decides your own happiness.
//October 25, 2010//
Being idealist is not always easy. Sometimes you deal with the temptation, sometimes you deal with people who doesn’t stand about your thoughts. Being idealist is a choice. It’s like you choose to be main stream or choose to be those so called indie. Sometimes, I choose being main stream and it is okay. As long as you’re happy, that’s alright. The only problem with idealist people is (sometimes) they don’t listen. They don’t open their mind towards any other thoughts and any other angles. Sometimes, they close the conversation by saying “that’s just any other angle, so don’t bother”. Oh dear, it’s so last decade.
You can label yourself by being idealist, but don’t try to label others if they’re not walking on the same path that you walk on. It’s (once again) a choice, a serious choice. Don’t irritate others with your so called idealism and blaming them by their choices.
Being idealist is not always easy, it is hard. But being idealist who listens is way harder.
//October 24, 2010//
Graduation is not about the celebration. It is about the people who gives you flowers and congratulates you. It is about the people who takes photos with you. It is about the people who marchs with you.
Graduation is not about the event. It is about the people who smile with you. It is rather sad than happy.
same old October, baby
Terima kasih banyak, Fungsionaris 2010-2011, Anak-anak tercinta Cakru 2009, Mangasi Napitupulu (that was quite a bouqette, yellow and red and the 23 :D), teman-teman wisudawan FT April dan Juli 2010, massa himpunan HMFT dan FT 2009 (that was quite a performance), Manis si penguasa (Lukman, Ijul, Angga, Praba, Ayu, Alvin, Bravo, Insan), Megarini Hersaputri & Mutia Prabawati (thank you for the birthday gift), wisudawan FT 2006 (aaahhh kalian memang juara, wisudawan paling brutal ini mah), and Reva Astra Dipta (ha-ha, nyesel gak wisuda April?). Thank you for the flower, the gift, the smile, and EVERY SINGLE KINDNESS you all guys gave to me. Big bunch of kiss.
