The City That Sleeps at Noon

This is the city that sleeps at noon.

The clattering sound of iron and the sparks of fire. All the great blacksmith lives here, sharing a perspective about a metal that breathes a life. A fire that dances through a clank. Hands that kiss a birth. This is the city that closed the door for a stranger and lifts the glass for a brother. This is the city that sleeps at noon.

 A wanderer came late at noon, hoping for direction and longing for a glass of water. He knocked several doors, and all went to waste. It didn’t take a long time until he fell at the next corner and lost his consciousness from dehydrating. Believing life was too short as his journey not near to end.

However, life didn’t give up on him that day. He woke up at midnight, finding a loud song surrounded him. Glass clanked, alcohol was spilled. A young boy, about his age, handing him a glass of water. He gave him another as the wanderer gulped through the glass as fast as he can.

“Hell of a journey, brother?” he finally asked after the third glass was being served.

 “Sort of nickel and some water. Ended in a dead city in the middle of the afternoon. So, the city isn’t dead after all,” the wanderer answered as his eyes glanced the room.

 The young boy laughed, “You’re right, the city is quiet nocturnal. Here, the joy started when the sun’s hiding.”

 The wanderer glanced around the house, it was not quite a house but there were sets of long chairs and a little bar in the room. A man came from the only door of the room, wearing a worn-out gray apron that full of black stain and a set of gavel and hammer. He threw all those tools on the floor, joining the other set of gavel as it made a loud clank echoed through the room.

“A blacksmith,” the wanderer responded, “this is the city of blacksmith, far east of the Great Kingdom.”

“You guess that right, brother. We breathe fire like the dragon, and we paint the world in metal. This is where great things happen,” the young blacksmith lifted his own pint of alcohol. “Seems like this is not the city you’re headed then. Where is the next destination?”

The wanderer pulled out a hand drawn map from his pocket, “I’m headed north from Great Kingdom, quite a great deviation finding me here.”

“What’s at the north?”

“Dessert,” he answered shortly, put back the map into his pocket.

Not a surprise that the blacksmith asked him again, “What’s in the dessert?”

The wanderer smiled, “Hope. A city. I dream to build a city,” the wandered gave a long pause, “but you know, we grew old, we get broken hearted, we lost faith, we stop believing, and then we stop dreaming. We let the stream take it from there. Where is chance, there is a chance. I don’t mind stranded to east as I believe I give it up to time and fate. Maybe my fate isn’t building a city anyway.”

 The young blacksmith drank the last drop on his glass, “Here, we celebrate life and dream. It is in my blood, passed by my old man and my old man’s old man. Besides, I always believe that chances are never a guarantee. And though I don’t understand the concept of fate, I would just use a longer word—Reason. Old brother Oleg there…,” as the young blacksmith pointed someone across the room, “would just use the word ‘Revenge’. Life was so ruthless on him, lost all family members in a fire accident, left at the altar by his soon to be bride, lost all his money on a fraud, and almost eaten by a lion—some people would say it was a joke, but I still believe it was true.”

 “Then he takes a journey to revenge the life?”

 “Old brother Oleg came half of the world here, after discovering that he got good hands at metal. He said that he won’t take any step from the city gate until the Leader accepted him to be an apprentice. Amongst all choices that he could do, he decided to take revenge on life. He wants to be the best that one day, he would say to life to just, suck it!”

 The wanderer answered, “Could I just be as brave as him? It isn’t a gift, it doesn’t come to everyone.”

 “What I know, life is a gift, brother. Cherish it. Old brother Ahra has a compass back at his house; he used to be a sailor long before all of his ship shattered to pieces after hitting an iceberg. You could use it to find the dessert.”

 “Do you really believe I would find it? The dessert?”

 “How would the city look like?” the young blacksmith suddenly asked.

 The wanderer takes a long breath before answering, “It is a city that never sleeps. Simply because at night, the city dreams about what things that would happen tomorrow, or even the day after. At noon, the city carries those dreams beside every person of the city. That is why, it just could never sleep. There would be a bell tower at the central of the city, there would be a park and a pond. The bell will ring 24 times a day, there would be a song that would become a reminder that there wouldn’t be a limit above the ground. Sky isn’t a limit, it just another ground that floats. I will build a stadium. I promise a man named Knuckles back at the Great Kingdom that I would name it after him. A bakery, an ice flavored stall, a flower shop…”

 It took half an hour to get all the details laid up. The young blacksmith nodded, sometimes asking the question about what the color of the city gate and the number of the gardenia flower on the road to the red bean cookie stall.

 The young blacksmith smiled after the last sentence. “You remember every detail of the city as if it never leaves your life. Admit it, you’re not ready to giving up. That is all I need to believe that you will find the dessert.”

 There is a certain motion in the wanderer’s stomach. It went up to his consciousness, and finally his sanity. He remembered the first reason of his journey and the last reason to give up

 “Carrying a big dream like that would require a really big heart and energy after all, maybe you just really need a vacation.”

 The wanderer raised his eyebrows, “Vacation? That would be the last thing I know in life.”

 “Yeah, a little detour might do. Like this city, not a quite a city you would like to have in a vacation. But, sometimes it gives a clear idea what you really want to do next and what you don’t want to. I will draw you a map to Imperial and Höfn. The city of Imperial has a great food and great party every other night. If you can reach it in three days, there will certainly be a big feast on the central park, celebrating the third full moon,” the young blacksmith began to sketch a route map after grabbed a pencil on the desk. “And the city of Höfn—oh I love this city. It has a beach and a port, you can do many trading. Best quality goods are all lined up. Ah, there is also a firework festival this month. You should stay there couple of days, I will join you at the festival, it is too good to be missed. Last year, Brother Francis got a crush on a bakery lady, he got married, and already expected his first child this month.”

 As the night slowly creeps out, the atmosphere heated up. The blacksmiths took turns in works, there is a certain rule to the maximum hours of work every three hours. The wanderer insisted to see the blacksmith workplace, as they called it The Bunker. Seeing where the metals came alive.

 When the morning arrived, the young blacksmith walked the wanderer to the city gate. He entrusted the compass from Ahra and some metals to trade in another city, “A city that never sleeps. You should try to find a name”.

The wanderer laugh, “Actually, I did. It wouldn’t be much a surprise if I tell you right now. So, you just have to wait.”

They both smiled after that and parted when the sun greeted, leaving each other a fire that never dies.

Being 25 :)

There are so many myths about being 25. Hope shatters, dreams faded, feelings forgotten. All those miserable things that could happen to a man. Last October, I celebrated my birthday alone, in the land of strangers. This is a birthday present I bought for myself after a quarter of a decade standing on earth. I went to Hokane that day, exploring the city alone.

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Hakone is a small city in south of Tokyo, not too far from Mt. Fuji. The city is quiet and peaceful, a perfect place to enjoy the fresh air or relaxing in the hot springs. I haven’t quite experienced it myself but some other times maybe.

It is quite windy that day, and I intentionally left my sweater back at the hostel for reasons I don’t understand it either. As the chill air greeted me, I went straight to ride the bus. The destination was Lake Ashi, an astonishing lake with a pirate ship ride and its beautiful surrounding views. I chose the Hakone-machi pier as my departure point because it is the farthest pier, allowed me to enjoy the cruise much longer.

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The other pier—Moto-Hakone pier offers another interesting view, there is torii (a red gate) that build below water.

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Along the ride, there was a guide that point what mountain or building we’re going to pass, complete with its historical background and purposes.

The next station took me to a ropeway, my first experience floating through a looking glass in midair. I shared the cable car with some Japanese family, all were in their late of age. I guess Japan senior citizen like to travel, since it is finally their free time after working so hard on their productive age. Things that I haven’t quite sure for myself, what would I do when I hit their age? Having a small theater and a library? Produce a dream machine?

There is a pit stop for the ropeway ride in Owakudani, the valley of hell. There is a famous food served here, a black boiled egg that said can prolong your life for 7 years. The black rock valley breathes smoke from its pores.

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It became more breathtaking when the ride continued, the mountain and its beautiful forest blinded me from the rest of the world. Autumn came late that time, though it was already mid-October, the tree hadn’t changed its color to a perfect orange and gold. Though some part had become yellowish, the color that still silenced me for minutes.

As I look my feet and seeing how high I float that day. I know I might be hitting a bottom someday, or I might be floating higher at some place. I know there is so little that I already accomplish and seeing other’s achievement make me kind of small. I don’t deny that sometimes, I threw chances and didn’t do anything about it. I know that this year got me so far away from what I wanted to accomplish. There are too many moments that I kept between myself and the wall in my room. The one that ended up in midnight silence, between the sound of the ticking clock and Chris Martin’s voice. I really wanted to stop the feeling of being left behind, I want to start doing what I can do along with what I have to do, to catch up with the rest of the world. I want to write stories. I want to spend the rest of my life falling in love. With the earth, the sky, the ocean, the stars in the constellation, You, also you, all things that dance like fire, and the rest of the world. I wanted to float longer, but the ride stopped there.

I stepped on the ground again. Realizing, all those things that float must not stay there. I need to take all those back to the ground and walking with me, in every breaths.

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I continued my journey through a cable car tram from Sounzan to Gora, through a beautiful forest and sloping route. I chose a seat right behind the machinist, watching closely to all instruments that he stringed along the way. Wondering that he could be a machine that acts like human, as if emotion was left behind at the station, as if routine had made the mind dull. A reality, an everyday routine. Doesn’t it happen to all of us?

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I took another train from Gora Station, Hakone Tozan Railways brought me back to Odawara. Along the way, I met a group of elementary school children going on tour. They came in pairs, holding hands with each other, ready with their backpack and water bottle. The teachers taught them to hold on to their ticket and sit calmly. Seeing all the glittering eyes around me just reminded how new things could amuse you. When does my last time being like that? Passionate little things, trying to conquer the world without any anxiety.

The trip to Hakone ended with a strong realization of what I want to do next year and maybe another year ahead.

Hey, being 25 doesn’t always take you to a quarter life crisis, like all those sappy things that all magazines wrote. It is just the same year every other time, only it gets brighter ;) Somewhere there is time you’ll discover that this is too beautiful, to just spend all those times feeling bad over something. If something doesn’t work, your beautiful scenario ruined, let’s configure another timeline. Why wasted all the things just to fit in, just to please people you don’t want to. You are too beautiful. Isn’t it finally a time to focus on you, to let yourself shine?

We grow up and we over think all things, we’re afraid of thing we don’t know of. We just desperate to have a safe place to relax, but sometimes, maybe all you have to do is open the window, go to your backyard, see the sunlight, roll, kiss the air, burn the firework, and just dancing, maybe in the rain.

Then it happened, I want to spend the rest of my life falling in love :)

(Taken from my travel journal on October 16th, 2012)

You’re Home

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Another rain and everything comes like slow motion. She never likes coffee, nor hanging in a coffee shop. She writes, you talks. He sings, you laugh. There is a time that she draws a line to things she wants to keep distance to. There is a place he wants to keep for himself, or for other fools to be drools by its beauty. There is.

Another lines, and another lies. Yet the rain is still pouring heavily. Bringing strangers to be a close friend. Bringing distance to be an enemy.

Yesterday, love was still an easy game to play. For those longing to be needed, you are loved. Home is where the earth stands, home is where the star is far, and home is here. You don’t need to seek love, love. You have plenty of it already.

Keliling Jepang – Berbagi Kebahagiaan di Kawasaki

Ada tempat-tempat yang memang diciptakan untuk membagikan kebahagiaan. Tempat ini salah satunya. Ada banyak hati yang tercecer di tempat ini. Ada banyak kenangan yang rasanya menyejukkan hati. Saya menangis di sepanjang ruang eksibisi. Bukan hanya karena dari sini semuanya bermulai, bukan hanya karena pahlawan-pahlawan masa kecil. Fragmen-fragmen kecil yang tersusun dan memuncak. Tempat semua tujuan akhirnya bermuara. Pintu kemana saja.

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Fujiko F. Fujio Museum bertempat di Kawasaki. Seakan merayakan keberadaan museum ini, sepanjang jalan antara stasiun Noborito dan museum ini adalah parade penyambutan. Bus, mesin tiket, tiang, jembatan, lampu lalu lintas. Semua hal yang tidak terungkap lewat kata-kata. Hanya air mata dan banyak hati.

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