I open too many tabs today and I cannot remember where I am.

This complication of feeling.

The suppressed jealousy.

The needs to be loved.

The demand to stay awake.

The place that doesn’t belong here nor there.

Are you really alive?

Am I?

The Sky Motel stands right across the curve in mid level cloud.

10.000 feet above.

You’ll be lucky to find it, they said.

Others have given it 4.7 stars review and they are raving about the place.

Somewhere between the silent dawn and the loud sunset.

You’ll enjoy the color transition of the marvelous sky when the violet turns red and becomes pale orange.

They say it’s breathtaking as well as heart stopping.

While the view of Sky Motel is taking the top compliment, many guests also mention the surrounding atmosphere.

It is the perfect combination of silence and peacefulness.

Other keywords include terms like ‘healing’, ‘motivating’, and ‘reassuring’.

Though not many have come to actually find the exact location of the famous Sky Motel, some have been around to visit it from afar.

Hoping for another visit, to actually spend a night (or maybe day), in the property.

Therefore, we conclude the report by saying this once again, you’ll be lucky to find it.

It’s three in the morning.

And the room has never looked this quiet before.

It’s too cold and I can’t feel my feet.

This might be the longest hours we need to defeat,

with thoughts beyond space and looping playlist between our ears.

Can we really survive this one too?

How many hours left?

How the wall feels there?

All the little thoughts and the big debates.

Is it matter now?

It’s still cold and I still cannot feel my feet.

Maybe, this is the cold that will last longer than we thought it would be.

But we don’t have Pause button anymore.

Let’s survive another night so we can meet yet a warm morning soon.

I want to see you under the sun.
Unlike these city lights that trying so hard.
Covering darkness and hiding secrets.

Tomorrow,
or maybe the day after.
I want to see you under the sun.
Under the bright shimmering sun.
Not worrying about the heat and the busy people.

I think I lost the definition of beauty between your eyes.
Those teary eyes that almost shattered me every time,
to the point that there’s no way to mend it all back.