//September 02, 2009//

Since I was a kid, when I read with all my might to know the beauty of life through fairy tales, fables, and other children books, I never wanted to be a princess. I’d like to be a warrior. That’s why, now, I’m trying so hard to be a warrior of the light.

I know that it seems a lot like far. But at least, I’ve come closer to it from the first time I’ve tried. And if people don’t see me as one, I’ll be pissed. Nah, kidding. If people don’t see me as one, it means that I just have to try a little bit harder than anyone else. Yeah, life doesn’t come easy as 1, 2, 3, doesn’t it? But believe me, I’m not stopping anywhere.

//August 29, 2009//

Caffeinated isn’t my favorite. I’d rather choose tea to become my good friend on loneliness. But tonight, I just happen to take a cup of apple juice.

It’s weird, feeling relax on my bed. But I always wait for this kind of moment. I hardly sleep without thinking about anything. And this is just a time where I should thankful for. This is just the perfect time for myself (which I just lacked of too much). A cup of apple juice, a 4 discs of America’s Next Top Model, and a warm blue blanket that I worship a lot. Oh my, this is just a perfect pairs for everything.

I just need this kind of a rest. And feeling thankful for this kind of moment, made me not want to close my eyes. I just want to enjoy this moment a whole lot more. But yeah, reality awaits by tomorrow (and it’s like 2 more minutes before tomorrow). So, let’s wrap this day, and called it ‘a nice day’.

See you on another day :)

//August 28, 2009//

Today I open a book. An empty book with no one’s writting on it.

A lot of smile and a laugh. We started to drive to the road where no one knows.

Maybe you and I will continue to walk on side by side on the same pavement. Or sit together on the same bench. Talking deepest thought or trashest stuff.

We don’t know it yet. But, someday we’ll know.

Dearest children, hope that we’ll write on that book together. Then, let’s pray that we’ll grow up together. Having fun. To eternity.

Selamat datang, Cakru 2009.