acceptance.
I have fallen deeper to become a self hated person lately. You know, the time when you feel inferior to other people, the dark force. I thought everybody is way better, way smarter and luckier than me, and I am the only one who will be left behind. In many case, yes, they do. But I know I must have something that other people don’t have. To be honest, I realized that is not the time we should compare ourselves with others anymore. We’re not learning on the same book anymore. The world success in my dictionary should be different with yours, because our path to the future has different route. We should be proud about what we believe in and any path we chose to be walk on.
This is more likely to resemble mine by the way :P (via workisnotajob)
I have friend continuing their study, dreaming to become a lecturer. They don’t care whether their classmate already making millions of money and grabbing the latest gadget, while they’re getting bored with Plaza Widya and still stuck in campus laboratory. Going back and forth to find scholarship, to fill the gap because higher study means higher funds.
I have friend bearing the title unemployed for almost a year, waiting to have the right career. Getting annoyed with people assumption and question about what they have been doing all this time, getting bored with rejection.
I have friend, who just got married. They graduated and became a housewife. Taking care of the house and preparing breakfast and dinner. Getting the same routine each and every day. Meeting the same people and doesn’t get socialized very much.
The thing is, all of them are proud to wear the shirt.
I should have to. And for all the good and bad in life, I should thank You.
PS: The newest episode of Glee (Born This Way, 2×18) somehow has brought back the old forgotten lesson. No, it’s not just about visual appearance (I mean, nose, four eyes, can’t sing, can’t dance, no weave, ough I just have all of that and it doesn’t matter that much :P). It is also the way you treat yourself for the rest of the life.
We should wave to April and say welcome to May. Here’s your son. Celebrating the joy, and remembering the sorrow of life. Taking chances, and racing against time. May this May be blessed.