Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering.

(By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept – Paulo Coelho)

To find one and fulfilled the journey isn’t one of the easiest. It is rather hard and sometimes annoying. But in case you find it, don’t ever think to let it go.

PS: And this week, we really say goodbye to Casey Abrams. Yeah, the most talented one is never going to win anyway.

It was quite some weeks, and I knew sooner or later my body would tire up itself. And yeah, it all came down to yesterday. Started with a little cough and ended up here, a fever. Alone, trying to type some words. So, in order to be a little bit productive, I listed some of my current favorite things and what I’ve been doing lately:

You know how I love flats. So flatsforjade offers you a collection of cool chick simple flats shoes, which I adore so much. My sisters and I browsed their collections a while ago and getting confused which one to choose from.

Since quite a while, I’ve been having a blog crush on ked’s, OmaAnna’s, and Dreamesh’s (oh, do check their own daily blogs here, here, and here, the image is courtesy of their respective websites). The fact that they’re started their own homemade lines has made me inspired to create one someday. Oh, with lots of polka, vertical lines, and batik pattern :P

Last Saturday was some of my best friends’ graduation day. I made some postcards and a little greeting card to make the day merrier. Hope you all having a blast and such a wonderful flight after this. Here some of the picture that I took from Ayu’s FB.

The big guy Lukman, our future president :P

The talented and lucky bastard Bravo, our next influential people in oil and gas industry.

Here’s what I made for all my classmates and some bestfriends (including Vita and Rizki Narindra). I attached them to the flowers I bought with a gold ribbon. I wrote several abstract lines inside a bubble on the blank space. Too bad I didn’t take the picture of the finished goods.

Here’s special postcard I made for Bravo and Lukman, two of the greatest man alive. I know someday the two of them will make history. The back side is filled with some greeting lines that each of my Fungsionaris wrote for them.

VersaEmerge’s Fixed to Zero and The Strokes’ Angles just went to the rack. Will listen it later today.

So, April is still half a glass away. Let’s pour some dancing and a little bit of rock to the ground. Have a nice weekend :D

While other dreams about a perfect job, I dream about how many job I’ll take before getting the chance to reach it, how many failure I have to endure, how many lesson I will learn.

While other dream about a perfect love, I dream about how many cold nights I have to face alone, will it always feels like winter or will it taste a little bit of spring.

While other dream about a perfect home, I dream about the road to the perfect home. How the pavement would be, how many trees lined up along the road, will it be bumpy, will it have a lot of dirt.

While other dream about the perfect life, I dream about the perfect adventure. Will I have to fight dragons, or will I ride it to slay demon king. Will I climb a bean stalk or will I meet a Chesire Cat.

For those dream day believers, don’t picture the perfect ending, picture the perfect quest. Because you won’t be disappointed if the ending doesn’t go so perfect. At least, you’ll feel proud about the road you’ll already conquer through.

But there’s always a goal by starting one. To meet someone, to escape, to watch sunset, to find something, to get lost. The reason is vary, and sometimes we don’t need to explain the what and the why.

So, may this journey be blessed. From here to eternity, shall we take this waltz?

Kalau kamu ingin melihat terangnya matahari, kamu harus coba berkenalan dengan gelap pagi, bersalaman dengan kesunyian dan kesendirian.

Kalau kamu ingin merasa menang, kamu harus tahu rasanya sakit dan bersahabat dengan putus asa dan rasa sesal.

Setelah melewati semuanya dan menjadikannya sekutu di kanan kirimu, kamu harus tetap bisa tersenyum di antara kutukan dan caci maki.

Nah setelah itu, silahkan menikmati hebatnya kebahagiaan.

Selamat siang, hari Selasa :)